Back in the day when I was doing group therapy at an eating disorder treatment center, I remember leading a group on perfectionism. It was insightful to me and the women in it. Many of those women didn’t think they were perfectionists until after the group was over. They were surprised at how perfectionism can show up in different ways. Perfectionism can range from getting straight A’s to not being willing to do anything due to fear that it won’t be perfect. Perfectionism is different in everyone but the impact is negative regardless.
Perfectionism is one of those things that people actually view as a good thing. People are more willing to share they’re a perfectionist than they are to admit they are depressed. It might seem more socially acceptable to be a perfectionist but at times we fail to see how damaging it is. Perfectionism can be paralyzing to people, which leads to increased anxiety and depression. Being high-achieving might seem like a good thing but sometimes we don’t realize the cost and toll it takes on us.
There are many different signs of perfectionism. This is not a comprehensive list and just because you might relate to all of these doesn’t mean you aren’t a perfectionist.
Signs of perfectionism
You avoid things you’re not good at
If you are someone that doesn’t believe you’ll be good at something then you avoid doing it at all costs. You might avoid it because you are afraid of looking stupid or not being seen as having it all together. This trait is something that perfectionists fail to see in themselves because they think they’re actually lazy or unmotivated. The truth is they are absolutely terrified of making a mistake or people knowing they’re not good at everything.
Being average is unacceptable
I had a client tell me that thinking about being average “hurts their feelings”. They want to be good at everything. Getting anything less than an A feels like failure. They feel like they have to be above average at everything they do. Receiving any feedback or criticism feels like failure. If they don’t get a glowing evaluation at their job then they feel like a failure. It is completely unrealistic to be able to achieve high standards in all areas of life, and yet perfectionists feel they somehow have to.
Doing anything imperfectly means you’re a failure of a person
Perfectionists don’t allow themselves to be human. They may be able to accept that other people make mistakes but they don’t allow themselves to do the same. When they fail to measure up to their own standards or make mistakes they view it as a failure. They don’t see themselves as separate from this and believe they are a failure of a person. Not measuring up often is accompanied by increased anxiety and depression.
Seeing only flaws in your achievements
You might be a perfectionist if you only see the flaws in your achievements or accomplishments. Often nobody else will see these things but perfectionists see all of their mistakes People who are perfectionistic might be embarrassed or ashamed for anyone to see the things they’ve done because of this. It seems that no matter how much effort or work perfectionists put into something, it never quite measures up to the standard they have for themselves.
Never feeling good enough
Perfectionists downright never feel that what they do is good enough. They are quick to point out what they could be doing better or what they could improve. It doesn’t matter how much praise or compassion is given to them they don’t think they deserve it because they are not perfect. Perfectionism is a black hole of there never being anything that makes you feel enough.
Fear other people will see your mistakes
A perfectionist’s worst nightmare is that other people will see them as a failure. They are fearful people will see through them and believe they are incompetent and an imposter. Perfectionists don’t want to be put in situations where they aren’t able to do things competently because they don’t want others to see them as weak. Perfectionists will avoid being in situations where they might feel stupid or might be seen in a negative light.
Perfectionism isn’t just about seeming put together and getting good grades. It’s about struggling with self-esteem and anxiety for many. Perfectionists engage in many of their tendencies as a way of feeling better about themselves. Perfectionistic behavior is also about trying to manage anxiety but it pays a price on your emotional well-being.
Anxiety Therapy can help with perfectionism
If you read this blog and found yourself identifying with having perfectionistic behaviors, the best thing you can do for yourself is to seek out therapy. Therapy can help you find different ways to cope with your emotions and feel better about yourself. You don’t have to feel suffocated by perfectionism. You can feel better about yourself.
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You can move beyond perfectionism, and anxiety therapy can help. This Utah County Counseling Center has an anxiety therapist specializing in therapy for perfectionism. To begin therapy, follow the steps below:
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Online anxiety therapy in Utah
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